Why~?

Why the thing will happen like this?
I don't know,
I really don't know.
Now just know you are the most one i mind,
Why i never looked nicely at you?
Why i don't early to said that i like you?
Why?
I wanted every day wake up,
the first person i wanted to see is you,
I wanted before i slept,
i can holding your hand, hug you and hear about your voice.
Why before i never told this to you?
I don't know what I'm adhere to,
Why?
Why finally i able to tell you "i like you", "i love you", "i want we forever together",
but....................I forever can't said it,
I forever can't,
Why.................?
Why do people always wait until lost just know treasure?
Why............?